Where have I been?

Today marks 1 month since I last blogged. I don't know if I have gone this long since the early days of blogging.




So where have I been? Well I was so busy at the beginning of February getting things done at work to prepare for a week long vacation. And then Kyle, the boys and I headed to Disney World for a week with Mimi, Grandpa, and Uncle T. We had an amazing time at Disney World. I took a ton of pictures and we made wonderful memories. Then I returned to a pile of work, two new projects, and some major pain in my lower back. I think the pain was from carrying the boys off an on at DW. We had strollers but sometimes we just had to hold them and it took its toll on me. I tried to take it easy for a couple of days but when that didn't work I went to the doctor. I am trying a couple of things and though it is better it still bothers me.




To be honest ladies and gents...I am drowning. I feel like I am drowning in everything. Work has been so hectic that I feel like I can't breath, figuratively and literally. There have been times that I have pain in my chest, heart racing, and can feel my blood pressure up. I am just under a lot of pressure and it will be like this for a couple of months.




And to add to it I was signed up for a last minute collaborative workshop next week. So Monday straight from work I will head to the airport and spend two days in Houston and return late Wednesday night. This has been a logistic mess for missing things in my everyday position, finding flights and hotels that work best for my schedule, and make sure Kyle has help with the boys.




By the end of the day I am so mentally and emotionally exhausted (plus physically with my back) that I have been doing the minimum until bedtime. The only reason my house is mostly clean right now (except my horrible clutter corner! #soashamed) is because we have to tidy up so our cleaning lady can come every two weeks. I am glad she holds us somewhat accountable.


All of whining and details is to say- bare with me. I will be back. I am not sure when I will make time and how often I will blog but I want to save these memories and will have to make this a priority. But for now I am tired and heading home.


Happy Friday friends and family!